"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
“Invest yourself entirely in the here and now.” -Thich Nhat Hanh, Vietnamese scholar and activist
What an incredible amount of time that has passed since my last blog. I traveled through Europe, (which sadly, I still need to post pictures of most of the trip), moved back to Boise and have been doing my best every day to basically relearn life as an American IN America :)
Since I've not done my due diligence in keeping things updated, I guess I just lay it out there the best way I can.
My first week back I was incredibly blessed to line up a job, get a car, phone and new place to live. I stood back and marveled at how well it came together. I spent my summer enjoying every marvelous thing I could: family, friends, grass between my toes, river rafting and floating, hiking, BBQs, fellowship with my church family at Calvary Chapel Boise, celebrating turning yet another year older, Taco Bell... I really could go on.
Sarah, Kara at a fabulous 80's party
Me and Pops out in Sweet
Chance and Sissy
Chance and Sissy
In Portland to visit Christina :)
Saturday Market with the girls :) Linds, Kara and Alex
Silly times with Grandma Yo and Chanceman
Along with these amazing things I was able to experience during the transition of moving back, there have also been many painful times of heartache, confusion, uncertainty, a new found realization of self and the learning the importance of boundaries. Naturally an optimistic person, this process I have gone through over the last few months has been a shock to my entire being. Once the 'Reverse Culture Shock' skeptic, I have now been living and going through exactly that.... and in a very big way. I have been more homesick for Korea than I EVER was homesick for Boise while living abroad.
BUT... I am getting through it.
With that said, I am a continuous work and testimony to God's grace and faithfulness.
I encourage us all to live fully in today, to not be so busy looking ahead that we forget to invest in what's coming at us right now.
More to come, folks. Stay tuned :)
XOXO
J.
2 comments:
Amen. I hear ya about the reverse culture shock thing. Something about that landed me about where you are with the attitude of being grateful for what we have here and now. We could very easily have lived our lives abroad and now back at home in a wishful state--pining for broken bonds and what became familiar to us. But our quality of life would suck. Reverse culture shock is NOT easy. I hope that your feet again soon.
oops I meant to say I hope you find your feet again soon :-)
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